| Talking to Charity... |
[Nov. 4th, 2003|11:27 pm] |
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Welp..Been talking to Charity on the phone for over an hour now. She's a really cool girl, Im supposed to go see a movie with her Thursday. Sounds like a good plan. But on the brighter note, she said she would hook me up with birthday head! HOW LUCKY! I mean in my opinion thats the best gift ever. She also elaborated that if I was lucky enough I might even get some during the movie and then that would lead to me having sex with her until she couldn't stand or walked like a giraffe. Ya know, with her ass all in the air and bow legged.
(HAHA! That ones for you Charity. This part about Charity is complete fiction well except for the talkin on the phone.)
Anyways, been talking to Bren alot lately online. She's a really sweet girl sad to say from what she tells me her husband isnt exactly the swellest guy around, but what guy isnt bad? Well she recently had surgery on her nose to I guess fix a problem she has had with her sinuses for most of her life. Well she went through with the surgery and everything seemed fine and the doctors put her on some pain medication. Now it seems she may have to be admitted because something is causing her to throw up alot. Like few times a day. I really hope shes alright. I think her and I have become pretty close friends and I would hate to see something bad happen to a girl that sweet. I told her I wouldn't except anything but her being OK and I'd come beat her up if she wasn'. SO YOU HAD BETTER BE OK BREN! ;-) Well thats all for now guys. I'll try and post more frequently from now on.PAYCE!
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| Another Day... |
[Oct. 21st, 2003|10:36 pm] |
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| | David Banner_Cadillac on 22's | ] |
Welp, whats up peeps? Haven't done this in awhile. Ive been really busy. Between my friend dying and working all the time and spending what little free time I have with some old friends, I have been neglecting this thing. Lately Ive been hanging out with Robbie and Alex alot. Both are guys Ive known since back in the day when "Boobah" was a little guy. Had alot of fun with them. But chillen at the mall lately Ive realized I miss my new friends too. Jason and Spencer Especially. Haha I dont wanna sound gay or anything, they are just the type of people you never get tired of and always get along with, ya know? Haha went with Spence aka "Stubs" to pick up Val from "BAND CAMP" the other day and had a good time even though Spencer does getted pissed every now and then when I beat him in SC2. For the past two weeks straight my ex-girlfriend Stephanie has asked me to call her everynight. I dont know whats up there but Im just glad we talk again. Its kinda like it was before we dated where we talked all the time and hung out when we could. I dunno, I'm just glad we're on good terms again. Thinking of gettin' a second job. Anyone got any ideas. If you do post em and lemme know, k? Anyways, thats all for now, I'll be updating more frequently in the future..I hope..lol
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| Quizzes... |
[Oct. 19th, 2003|06:18 pm] |
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 Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Type 3 | Ambition | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||| | 22% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||| | 26% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Type 8 | Hostility | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 7 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 9w1 | Take Free Enneagram Personality Test |
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| Quiz... |
[Oct. 18th, 2003|12:27 pm] |
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| | Big Tymers_This is How We Do | ] |
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| Bad Day Bad Day... |
[Oct. 6th, 2003|11:53 pm] |
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One of my best friends Peter died this morning..I have no words to express this loss. I dont know when the next time I will post will be. He was like a brother to me and the world is without since his passing. We love you Pete and you will be missed. |
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| Dark Days, Darker Nights... |
[Oct. 5th, 2003|10:24 pm] |
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Well today started off pretty well I slept in got up showered and my friend Billy came over to chill. Before Billy got to my house my mom and I had a huge fight about bullshit, stemming over respect, so I felt like shit about that. But then later I walked down the street to borrow a video game from my friend Robbie and Jer is there and tells me our friend Peter had gotten in a wreck. Come to find out Peter is in the hospital with only a 20% chance to live. Peter has been one of my closest friends for most of my life, so its really hard. I dont know how me or my friends would deal with not having him around anymore. I went up to the hospital to hopefully see him and he was in surgery. I later found out that even after that surgery he still only has a 20% chance to live. His blood isnt coagulating so its making it even harder for him to pull through. Everyone please pray for him.
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| So Drunk... |
[Sep. 28th, 2003|05:51 am] |
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| | Silence | ] |
Man Im sooo drunk right now, but I figured I would update anyways. Im at a friends house less than one block from the beach and its sooo tight. Im about to head to the hottub and chill and mellow out which should be tight, dude I never realized this until now, but APPLE comps are fucking amazing. My friends compueter is super pimped out. Like his inactive icons expand when you move the mouse ober them anfd them they shrikn. OMG I have to get an apple. =D . Anyways I gotta go, more liqour and the hottub is calling.PAYCE!
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| My Ass Still Hurts... |
[Sep. 23rd, 2003|10:59 pm] |
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| | T.I.- 24's | ] |
I guess its obvious why my ass still hurts after taking a plunge off the igloo ice chest into a pool of pukey water. Lol, I think I should have it checked out cause its sore as hell. ON another note, Today was kinda weird. Thought about my ex all day after being woke up out of a dead sleep to what used to be our song. It wouldnt have been weird except i had been asleep for about 3 hours after not sleeping for two days. I mean woke up to the beginning of the song, I mean the very beginning. I thought about it all day and when I usually hear it something happens between me and my ex. Sometimes good sometimes bad. Low and behold Im sitting online lookin at my friends posts and BAM, an IM from my ex. Now normally this wouldnt be out of the ordinary except for the events of the day and the fact that I havent talked to her in almost 2 months. We talked and things seemed to be good. I dont know though, I try not to think about it or her because I only miss her and the things we had more. So yes in a way Im running, but I cant be hurt like that again and I wont. But Im tired and I have to go to bed for work tomorrow. Goodnight. PAYCE! |
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| Suhweet... |
[Sep. 22nd, 2003|11:10 pm] |
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| | curious | ] |
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Well, its that time again. Got my computer fixed and DSL back so I can communicate with the world again. Nothing much has been happening, still working all the time. Had a great time this weekend. Got plastered, puked, passed out, fell in water, then passed out again. Haha alot of you know what Im talkin about. Especially Spence and Jason, they saw me. LMAO. Anyways I really like being single. I realized all the responsibility and stress that comes with a relationship and frankly it scares me. Knowing that my actions, words, and decisions affect someone else that much makes me scared. I dont know how I ever dealt with it before, but hopefully I will be ready for another one soon. Anyways thats all for now cause I gotta get up for work in the morning. PAYCE! |
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| Updatin'... |
[Sep. 20th, 2003|08:24 am] |
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Well its been awhile since I have updated. My computer at my house is down and I havent been to the apartment in awhile until today. Last night I went to this thing called Floor Wars 7. It was tight as hell. They had a breaking battle and my friends RJ and Mosey entered. They made it to the semi's before losing to their friends team. I dont remember his name but he comes to the castle every now and then and breaks and is soooo insane at it. There was also an MC battle. Haha it was just like 8 Mile and a white guy was killin people until the end, he faced a guy named strife and they tied. Haha "Robbin Banks", nice name whiteboy. Anyways tonight everyone is going to Jasons house to get drunk and party. By everyone I mean me, Jason, RJ, Mosey, Justin, T, Rich, Drez, Clay and others who decide to show. Its gonna be fun, lol, from what I hear when Rich gets drunk he dances alot. Gotta see that. Ive been working alot so I have extra money to do stuff on the weekends, but I need to save for a car so I think a second job is in my future. Anyways thats all for now Im updating cause I cant sleep anymore. PAYCE!
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| Homecoming... |
[Sep. 14th, 2003|01:21 am] |
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| | OMG...Im watching Cable... | ] |
Well Im home at last. It feels good and I just want to thank James, Kat, and Kenny for letting me stay over as much as I did. You guys really dont know how much it meant to me. It got me out of a tough spot and you guys are probably some of the best friends I have ever had. I just hope that I will still get to see you guys and hang out and all that good stuff on the weekends. I cant say thank you enough or even put my gratitude into words. Well Im tired and Im on dial up so my connection is slow as hell so Im gonna head to bed. PAYCE!
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| Yep Yep... |
[Sep. 13th, 2003|01:03 am] |
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| | Initial D Soundtrack-Boom Boom Fire | ] |
Nothing new really. Been working everyday all week. Hung out at the mall today with Spencer. Jason finally got his new car, a 96 Acura Integra. I havent seen it but he says its sweet. Ill see it soon enough. I went and saw Jeepers Creepers 2 with Stephanie thursday afternoon. The movie sucked but hanging out with her was cool. I think she likes me cause afterwards she invited me back to her apartment and was all layin on me and stuff. Im not sure if I want anything to come of this cause I like not having anything to worry about. So Im not sure how things will turn out. Anyways I bought some new clothes yesterday and a messenger bag today all of which are tight! Lol. Rockin da Old Navy YO! Welp Im out. PAYCE!
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| Finito... |
[Sep. 11th, 2003|08:11 am] |
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| | Silence | ] |
Well whats up people? Today is payday! YAY!!!! Haha after work Im going shopping for some new clothes and then to a movie with Stephanie. Today promises to be really fun. Also James' sister is moving into the apartment so no more staying over here all the time. Gonna kind of be a bummer because I wont be able to hang out all the time, but hopefully Ill be able to come over on the weekends. Im going home tonight I believe and Im probably gonna hang out with some of my old friends and see whats up on my side of town. Anyways I have to leave for work now. PAYCE!
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| Updatin'... |
[Sep. 10th, 2003|12:35 am] |
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| | Evanescence-Dont Turn Away | ] |
Well...its kinda late and I should be sleeping but I need to wash clothes and I just got back to the apartment. Stephanie and I hung out by the pool she sat on the edge while I swam around and we talked. So far we have planned to see a movie thursday and probably goin out to eat friday afternoon/night. She seems really cool, and I find myself attracted to her body, especially her ass =D. She offered to take me to and from work each day but I told her I didnt want her to do that for me, her offering that makes me think she really likes me. But then again I dont know. Only time will tell. Anyways Im out now cause I gotta finish washing clothes and I need to get some rest. PAYCE!
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| Yep Yep... |
[Sep. 9th, 2003|08:10 am] |
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| |  dorky | ] |
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| | Crazed Mix Uno | ] |
Haha, Im in a good mood today. Got plenty of sleep and talked to Stephanie last night. I know her but I dont know her. She dated one of my friends and I only talked to her maybe three times total and I saw her walking bye when I was working so I waved and she came back and started talking to me. She ended up giving me her number and asking if I wanted to hang out. We talked about going to a movie thursday so hopefully that will happen cause it would be cool. She wants me to call her today, so I guess I might after work. She is cute, haha she has got a nice ass =D. Anyways, Im out. PAYCE!
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TAKE THAT RYAN! :P |
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| ...Eh... |
[Sep. 8th, 2003|07:00 am] |
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Well here I am at 8am killing time before I have to walk to work. Hopefully work will put me in a better mood than I am in right now. Heh Melissa is crazy so hopefully she will say some off the wall shit to get me to laugh really hard. I think I need that right now. Didnt sleep very well cause I had alot of stuff on my mind and lost sleep over it. I dunno whats wrong with me right now. I just feel empty. I think I might be missing a certain someone I shouldnt be, or at least I hope not, because everytime I do something bad has happened. Off to work now. PAYCE! |
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| That Time Again... |
[Sep. 7th, 2003|10:42 pm] |
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| | Evanescence-Tourniquet | ] |
Sup everyone? I havent updated in awhile cause I have been busy working and hanging with friends. Been trying to keep myself occupied so I dont lose sight of what I need to do, and start thinking about things that I have done wrong and what I could have done differently. As of right now things are great. I have a job that is both easy and fun. I work with Melissa and she is a riot. I have great friends and I enjoy hanging out with them. What else could I want? But something seems wrong, like somethings missing. Im not quite sure yet what it is just something seems odd. Maybe its just me, but like I said I dont know. Ive been keeping myself busy so I can get ready for the real world, where responsibility and consequences of ones decisions make or break you. I realize I still have time to grow and prepare as I should be in school right now. But I want to be independant and have my own house and my own belongings, paid for by myself and noone else. Maybe Im trying to be selfsuficient way too early but thats something I want. I guess only time will tell, as I still am unsure if the decisions I am making now are the correct ones. Reality will tell me sooner or later if I was smart or stupid. PAYCE!
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| Yep Yep... |
[Sep. 6th, 2003|02:23 am] |
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| | drunk | ] |
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| | Jardon's Winamp Mega Mix | ] |
Aight people bare with me cause Im kinda buzzed from drinking so I dont know how this will come out. Had a great day. Hung out with Jason all day got blazed and came back to the apartment with everyone and got drunk. OMG its so much fun. Rooney is sooo funny when hes drunk! Haha Im not sure about my feelings towards girls anymore. I find myself liking Lindsay more and more because she has been there for me through everything even when I treated her like complete shit, she was still there. I realize I was blinded by my feelings for Stephanie. I'm still in love with Stephanie and want to be with her, but I find myself more and more attracted to Lindsay each day. I think Im gonna ask her out. Im not sure though. Gonna go be more drunk now.PAYCE!
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[Sep. 5th, 2003|11:56 pm] |
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| | drunk | ] |
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| | Dr. Dre and Snoop- Next Episode | ] |
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